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Saturday, September 13, 2003
some fun in a long time
she is falling low.find her escape. Sunday, September 07, 2003
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for the first time in this year, my sunday was spent productively. yea. woke up with a soaring headache. it was terrible. stayed up till 7 in e morn. my body was rejecting the fact tt i dragged myself outta bed. lethargy. urgh. hate it. i felt so out of spirits. just wanted to jump back in bed. jeez. bad idea. i'll be making myself more exhausted. overslept. doesnt feel good at all. i just needed some quiet time w myself. then mom started making a din in e house, which wasnt very helpful at all. e fridge man was suppose to bring e stuff over, but he was late. which was bad. couldnt stop e nagging from mom bout his unprofessionalism. clearing e way for e fridge to get in wasnt quite my pick on a tiring sunday like this, but it was a great workout anyway ;p 5. meeting up w/ my classamtes for this study session. but it was already 510 when i left. and jeez, e bus didnt wait for me. -pouts- waited for 20mins and then e next one finally came. got non-stop nagging from my friend. -covers ears- wasnt that bad. studying was ok. managed to concentrate on a little while. funny. for the first time in 2 yrs, today also happens to be the first time i ever went out w my classmates. heh. and they were all boys, e notorious and playful ones. heh. headed to grandlink for some billard after tt. wasnt in e mood, so sat there waiting for e guys to challenge their egos. corny. was hungry and tired... couldnt wait to go home! they finally admitted defeat. hah. took a while. 3hrs. yep, i sat there for that long! had porridge.. went home. it was my stop. pressed e bell and got off. was walking home... the streets were quiet. i could hear e crickets. a soft breeze was blowing. it felt comforting. then i thought of him. yeps. i know i shouldnt be. its all over. but maybe this means he does mean a lot. i heard stuff bout him going around telling ppl stuff bout me which wasnt true. his excuse for cheating on me? becoz she was playing around behind my back, so i did this. com'on. that is so lame...im sure u can come up w/ a better excuse than tt. turning around the story isnt a very bright thing to do. even ur best friends have confronted u for lying about stuff, just to make urself look better. i wouldnt want to be the next one. its just pointless. maybe he wants to tarnish my image. but it's ok. i dun care.. he's just being childish. felt like crying again.. its the usual thing. either i wake up, check my phone to see his msges. then i realise im dreaming.we are no longer together. or i start reading over e past msges from him, and then cry myself to sleep. tell me bout it. it sucks totally. missing someone who u are suppose to hate for hurting u so bad. e walk to my house was a short one, but replaying images of us together, made e walk seem much longer. then advices from everyone were sitthering in and out of my head. made me more confused.. i just left like breaking down and cry. sat at e corner, and cried. i know im stupid... wasting my time and energy on someone who doesnt deserve it at all. but what am i to do?? i cant control my emotions well. my neighbour saw me and then checked to see if i was alright. i had to lie bout my contacts irritating me, but e redness in my eyes betrayed me. sigh. hopefully i get over it soon. im still feeling tt nauseous feeling from yesterday's night of clubbing. ANGEL. this new club at ms. wasnt too bad. ;p good music. cute guys, but they were trying too hard. turn-off. gosh, it was so embarrassing because raihan went in to look for me. then he msed me tt he saw me dancing! -face turns red- my friend and i were pole-dancing! gosh. -hides face- his friend actually asked him if i was lesbian! lol. well, im bisexual heh. saw shaun and e guys. met angie and mahenny too ;p but anyways, when e club closed, met up w raihan. he was at double O. we walked a lot. it was tiring, esp a night of dancing w/ heels. we had a lovely conversation. talked bout life, expections, and whats not. he suddenly had a nose bleed. sorta freaked me out. but thankies, he's fine. its a common thing, and the doctors are unable to do anythign bout it. had it since young. poor boy. met gracie in town before tt. went window shopping. yep. im so in love w/ MANGO tops. they've got really long long sleeve tops tt are sexy and demure at the same time! urgh, all 50bucks n above. -looks at e hole in my pocket- jeez. i wanna get them! was farmished. had lunch at Swensen's. heh..finally after all tt talkin bout dining there. nic joined us. food was great. raihan came over, said he wanted to pass me some stuff. brought me cookies. so sweet.  
and he actually secretly paid the bill for our meals... then give an excuse tt he had to go! urgh... sucha darling. joyce took a LONG time. watched DOWN WITH LOVE. 
lovely movie! simply loved it. stylish and bimbotic. e plot's really good. totally unexpected. wanna get e CHICAGO, DOWN WITH LOVE vcd. oh, Armageddon too! hah. after tt, me and nicole felt like watching LEGALLY BLONDE2. but we were broke. gracie left. so did nic, aft some time. darling joyce waited for me. i was deciding whether to join Doris clubbing. yea i did. it was free entrance anyway ;p on friday. ZOUK. wasnt too bad. thanx for e id lynn ;p saw tt bastard justin outside. spoiler. lucky he decided not to go in. -L- it was way fun! ohh, love it!!! but, too bad, i got wasted too soon. sorry darlings for being sucha spoil-spot. didnt mean to... one for one! hah. and free drinks were offered. i couldnt turn down lol. but dang! missed out on e cute guys... jeez = ( yep..shouldnt have indulged too much in alcohol... intoxication... heh. apprently heard bout a lot of stories. which didnt seem very familiar. jeez. cant believe i was like a total idiot outside zouk. -blushes- imagine eveyrone staring at me!! so many of my frenz were there!! and they saw me wasted! urgh! and nicole, u stupid doing!!!!!!!! post up my horrible pic! u die, i still have many gone wrong pics of u! haha! revenge is sweet. hah. dwayne, thanx for paying e fare. u were sweet. ;p -hugs- and jeez. i lost my lovely earrings i bought for 11bucks. and i wore it e first time only!! 
some of the pictures are unable to be viewed as yet. i will try to get them fixed asap. so u might wanna check out this entry once more again later. ;p i've got a new photo album done up. click here. click on 'picture' in the side column to view. ;p promised u guys some pics of trav's car. 
this is my buddy,travis ;p 
just some corny jokes from a men's advice column ;p 
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