Wednesday, August 06, 2003

now.or.never

Just managed to squeeze some time outta my busy day.
Im actually not suppose to even be online.
but its kinda addictive and im trying to overcome it.
tough it may sound, but gimme some credit for trying?

just go home. sch was ok.
managed to stay up e whole day instead of having dreams in e classroom.
found out i was given detention for nt attending remedial lessons which i wasnt aware of.
darn. thot i could concentrate on my studies.
but anyway, bro came by my sch today. he helped me reduce my previous detention fr 6hrs to 3.
wasnt much diff though. still it saved me on those hrs i cld spend on pigging out.

visited my aunt and uncle today.
havent seen 'em for some time. say 3 or 4 months?
they look e same. just as young n bubbly.
their children somehow grew faster than time. hehe.
they have grown very different since e last time i saw them.
i guess we never realise other people just like us, are growing too as time passes by.
my lil' cousin, ian, is already 8 yrs old! gosh, and he's up to my shoulder!
his sistas are getting prettier ;p my lil' cuzzys ;p

just realised i have only 2 months to go before e BIG EXAM.
and its about 1 month or so to my prelims.
im aiming hard to score well for my prelims.
i got to find out tt my prelims are just as crucial as my O's.
heard from my bro's gf that if i scored well enough for my prelims, i will be able to cut short half a yr in poly.
i was like, its quite a bargain.
yea. talking is easy. putting myself in action is what that makes me back out.
in any case, if u guys think u can help me w/ any subject at all, pls do not hesitate to come forward.
ur help will be greatly appreciated. it mean s a lot to me.
having been striving hard last yr, i do not hope to see my graduation year go to waste.
i threw away one chance before, hopefully histroy does not repeat since ive been given another one.
i guess e biggest credit for having done well last year was e posters of words of encouragement i put up on my wall.
quotes like 'study hard, play later', 'determination and willpower is the key to success'.
i pasted em' against e wall in front of my study table. it motivates me whenever i see it.
it sounds stupid i know... but it did me a lot of help.
when i was too lazy to do my revision, those phrases kept me going.
ever since i moved house, i threw those pieces of paper away.
i wanted to do a huge banner and hang it on my wall, but havent been able to do so.
got to have it sooner so i can speed up my pace to a brighter future. ;p

ps: im taking combinded science, e maths, hist elective + social studies, chinese. english and Food and nutrition. if u think u major in these subjects, do approach me and inform. thanx. hopefully u do it so asap, or else, itll probably be too late. thanx a lot ;p

ps: wont be able to come online as often anymore. will update weekly or so from now on.

ps: karzie since u dont have a tagboard, ill just have to post my message here. i love e layout u did. its so sweet , e pics u put up of u n kevin. love u guys lots. ;p

the lass reminisces at 12:28:00 AM [comment]

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