Saturday, August 02, 2003
Here's something to try out while u're bored.
It's 87% accurate.
Analysis table.
Copy e table above.
u write e name of the required sex that firsts comes to my mind in e empty space.
for e.g. if it says opposite sex, u enter e name of e opposite sex.
u have to do this honestly then only will it be accurate.
note: family members and idols do not account for this.
Once you have completed filling in everything.
CLick onto e link below to compare e results.
Results.
Wanna know my result?
Jannyfer's results.
the lass reminisces at 10:24:00 AM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
a place i can only dream to- UTOPIA
hah. came got home. back from m'sia.
it feels good to my homeland. so safe and securing.
supposed to blog yest. exhaustion caught up w/ me.
so, today i shall update u. sorry if it irritates u, coz its gonna be a lengthy one.
e day was a disaster for me. worst ever.
just becoz i did not report for my detention of 30mins, my discipline committee teacher decided to give me 6 hours of detention instead.
his reason being so tt it was mainly to groom me into a more responsible person.
like wtf?? was i being irresponsible when there was no fucking teacher ard to sit in for my detention?
u cldnt have expected me to wait for hrs rite? hello, i have other priorities too!
anyhows, i have to complain to mom about it soon.
i havent had time to talk to her bout it. will probably do so tmr. -shrugs-
plus i found out tt i had scored undesirable grades for this term.
im so gonna get screwed.
2 F9s is suicidal enough. bleahz.
like my day wasnt bad enough, my teachers gave me a surprise test becoz i had not turned up for sch as i was sick.
needless to say, i'll probably flunk again.
Had tennis training. it was no doubt tiring.
good exercise to burn off those extra fats thou.
hah. Psychologically i felt i lost a couple of pounds.
back to e weighing scale. maybe not.
thankfully, things got better as e sun started to set.
ended up in hendrix as usual. blame it on temptation.
it probably wasnt worth it coz' it totally suxed.
it was half empty when i got there. ON a FRIDAY NIGHT.
but it got better later. e hotties showing up n stuff.
12 bucks, guess it wasnt that bad huh.
wondered where i got e energy aft training. hmmm...
it was really funny. e guys were high, esp my shaunypoo ;p
hah. he was blabbering nonsense thru' out. funny.
his 'hot' gal was cute. but e fact tt she got so intimate w/ her kinda backed me off.
how intimate? she made me kiss her cheeks. den she kissed my lips n i cld feel her tongue making its way to mine.
-shivers- just becoz i had accidentally stepped on her hand.
she told shaun tt she likes me. now tts freaky.
well, our friend, ahem there's no need for me to spell out who, was once again trying too hard to get his hands onto e gals jus becoz they were high.
what a j**k. trying too hard will nt get u anywhere. it just turns us off even more. keep tt in mind.
saw e BITCH (nicole u know who) n her thinks-he's-so-great bf there.
her bf left her for a while. n there she was sittin alone..pathetic.
i was feeling great seeing her in such misery. sarcastic n mean. tt's me.
she gave me tt look tt sent out e msg : 'what a slut u r!'
like com'on. look who's talking? politics.
anways Ka*** & Ri***** were giving me stares when they saw me dancing w/ guys.
Look here. ive got nothing to hide. n i dont think i did anything wrong.
im not slut or whore u think i am. u guys r e bastards, remember?
btw, i do whatever i want. who r u to interfere. u're just a bunch of wanna-bes. tts all.
so pls get a life n get urself involved in more conducive stuff in stead of bitching bout ppl whom u even know anything bout.
i sympathize w/ u. its sad tt u havent got a life, other than acting mr.im-a-nigga-so-dun-mess-w/-u.
well, if u dun wanna leave this world w/ regrets of doing nothing except criticizing others, i suggest u go read e bible first.
back to clubbin. had supper at golden cafe.
met my ex-bf there. it was embarrassing for him to see me in tt state.
i wasnt lookin wasted or what. but i guess i didnt look as happy as i used to in e past.
guess events tt take over e time do change people.
shocking. his friends were actually shaun's friends! lol
this guy jeremy who was at my table was also someone i met before.
at mark rajoo's chalet. how we met was funny. heh.
he actually regconised me n i cldnt remember him.
what a small world. ;p
Gracie stayed over but poor darling sprained her ankle. sobsob.
she left early.
halim came by my place to meet me.got ready to meet nicole n off to m'sia we went.
i arrived in JB w/ hopes of buyin cheap n nice stuff. but disappointed i was.
e shops were indeed low-class, really. thank god i was born in singapore ;p
i lost 100 sing dollars. yep. what rotten luck. it totally ruined my day.
thot i cld splurge w/ e leftover here. now i only hold empty hopes. donations anyone?
got some nice stuff thou. got a perm too. nice n loving it ;p cant wait to show u guys my new look.
had dinner had pizza hut. it was a real bargain.
we took a cab to e departure centre. n these two guys approached e cab.
i swear they looked like they were gonna rob us. it totally gave me n nicole a shock.
got e bad boys 2 vcd for shaun but unfortunately threw it away as i was afraid of getting caught at e customs.
halim smuggled in 4 packs of ciggys!!! -jealous-
Had a heart-to-heart talk w/ halim. it was really nice.
we share e same ideologies and perspective of life. i didnt know someone would alike as me.
talked bout life, friendship & love. it was really a meaningful talk.
one tt i havent had in a long time. it had me thinking bout my life again n those whose surrounded me.
i always hoped for UTOPIA. a hope tt i never would live to experience nor will ever happen.
thots were running thru my head. n still are.
life is indeed complicating. mayb i dont want to grow so fast anymore.
e complications are jsut too much for me to handle.
i really miss e innocence and purity of life .
no one can ever be completey honest and not have any negative thots or actions.
then we wldnt be humans, we'd be gods.
i believe man has indeed sinned a lot. its unavoidable.
its a sad thing tt people can never accept e weak points of others.
karma. i strongly believe in it. call me superstitious or whatsoever.
heh. i was pleased to see e new speakers in my room today. thanx to my loving bro.
however, e darn ADSL is taking forever to connected. wassup w/ singnet? bleahz.
my classmate was actually doing this slow moment of attaching e phoneline to e comp.
haha. it was to show why they took forever to connect my ADSL line. ;p
Gillian: hey sweety. in a relationship its no doubt u will encounter numerous problems. things may seem unclear at e moment. but dont worry, e grey sky
will clear soon, n maybe u might even get to see a rainbow. luv ya aiight. tc ;p
Halim: heys. u've been a very supportive and encouraging friend who's always been there for me when i needed comfort. i regard e conversation we had
w/ utmost importance. im really glad tt u opened up to me. i may not be able to fulfill ur expectations of an ideal best friend but im always here if u
need anything aiight. thanx for accompanying us to msia. love ya lots -hugshugs-
the lass reminisces at 8:54:00 AM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
Thursday, July 31, 2003
haha. check this out.
i swear u'll love it. peace out. muacx.
ping pong ball.
the lass reminisces at 4:14:00 AM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
Wednesday, July 30, 2003
complications.of.our.lil'.lives.
needless to say. i skipped sch again.
well, i had 2 days MC. might as well use it right?
Besides I had tests today and I had not studied for it.
By the time I reached home, it was near midnight.
plus i wasnt really feeling a lil' something for sch.
I know...its a cruicial yr for me.
Thanx Shaun sweety for ur advice ;p greatly appreciated.
Dragged myself to e doc's at Siglap.
e usual doc I visited was closed.
thanxful there was another clinic just next door.
it looked kinda run-down and e doc was funny.
it was this old man bout my grand-daddy's age.
He's chinese, a head of white hair and BLUE EYES. i always envyed those chinese w/ natural blue eyes.
anyhow, when he asked for e name of my sch, I spelt it out for him.
he thot he heard wrongly when i told him e alphabets.
i had to repeat 5/6 times before he got it right. i was like 'what e hell? issit u or issit just me?'
he laughed n said he nv heard of sucha sch. to think he actually thot i was lying bout my sch.
HELLO..i dont see a point lying bout my sch. *bish*
it was funny he thot my sch was some foreign sch. hah.
seeing e doc was bad enough and my medicine had to cost 30 bucks!!
what a rip-off. n i thot i cld do some shopping...
made my way to town. met baby and shaun.
they were shopping, well window-shopping for shaun. heh.
baby had a haircut. cute. n bought new shoes. well, they were ncie but somewhat similiar to Travis.
we were at cine. bumped into karen n kevin, as always ;p
it was good seeing 'em. missed those darlings.
we were hungry. i wanted to eat at Yoshinoya's but kutu shaun insisted on food court.
so i accomodated him n take-awayed mine.
i felt like a criminal because outside food were not allowed within e premises. heh.
karen n kevin headed home. den e 3 of us went window-shopping all over orchard.
there's this nice sweater i saw at Nautica...i want it so bad!
Nicole joined us at far east.
it was funny. she saw kamal then said: 'did u see jann? ohh..sorry sorry!'
haha corny. nice move babe. i wld have enjoyed seeing e look on his face. yes im evil ;p
she actually wanted to ask where's justin. heh. funny gal.
kamal was w 2 gals. lucky for him ;p
i saw this lacy underwear. its so sexy n classy! lace. yummy.
plus its cheap! gonna get it tmr i think.
oh ya! we saw this tall woman n dubbed her monster. yes we're meanies.
n nicole took a pic of her w/ her new digicam from afar.
n guess what? SHE HAD E FLASH ON! cld u have imagined how embarrassing it was...
oh well, she's my darling afterall.
my bestie and mahendran joined us.
Angie looked really cute w/ her curls. something diff. nice.
well, guess im gonna do slightly bigger curls, small ones just arent for me.
we were over at shaw hse chattin away.
and mahendran n nicole were showing their cameras. hah. funny.
we took many pics n wanted more but nic's cam died.
haah fiesty pics. put em' up k nic!
i cldnt believe angie actually mixes ard w/ ANN.
yes, e one w/ e fractured bones when she dances.
gal, pls im sure ur choice of frenz is better than tt. phew.
it was pretty hilarious when Angie n mahendran were imitating her moves haha.
we cracked jokes bout her. heh.
we headed home soon after. Angie went clubbing w/ ann -urgh-.
Shaun took e same bus as me.
we had a conversation. it was ncie.
bout e 'old' times and all.
karen: hey darling. it was nice seeing u, really, though it wasnt very long. we hardly spend time now. I understand tt u've got kevin. love ya k ;p
shaun: didnt expect a shoutout to u? well, i guess our friendship is getting closer one way or another. we think alike in most situations. its nice to talk to
u. i understand ur views on e group-bondness thingy. we'll to get everyone together again, aiight? And big thanx for being there. hugshugs. ;p
Angie: hello darling. I miss u a lot. i wish we cld spend more time together liek e old times. galfriends outing. due to our different schedules, we hardly
have time to meet up. it was good seeing u. hopefully, we'll hang out more often soon. always there for u no matter what. love ya ;p
Gracie: Heys sweety. im not sure if i can make it on friday, i hope i can though. im sorry if what i said was a lil' harsh. hope u understand my good will.
sorryi cldnt help u this time, its beyond my reach. u'll have to battle this urself. only when u make e decision, will there be results. i can only lend u a
listening ear n a shoulder to cry on. I hope this stormy weather will end and may e sun shine upon u. love u darling ;p
the lass reminisces at 9:39:00 PM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
Sound about right?
You're not totally in the clear, but you probably haven't done anything wrong... yet.
See, you're pretty typical when it comes to relationships.
Which is what puts you at a little bit of risk.
Ever feel tempted to cheat? If so, stay away from those tricky situations.
Never feel tempted? Then you've probably reached a happy balance.
Sound completely wrong?
Ah, so you have cheated!
Tone down the flirting and fantasizing, and you'll survive.
Are You Likely to Cheat?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
the lass reminisces at 9:01:00 AM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
Tuesday, July 29, 2003
feeling.not.so.good
im home. skipped school.
not feeling too good.
been having bad flu for 2 weeks now.
had fever last night. horrible.
bad migraine.
my tutor was worried n told me to see a doc.
i will do it later. she was worried if i got neumonia(not sure if its spelt like tt)
missed my Chem n Math test today. shrugs.
wonder if my teachers allow me to retake.
and there's 2 more tests tmr.
hopefully im well enough to make it.
He messaged me this morning.
seemed rather concerned w/ me.
i appreciate his kindness.
im not sure what is he to me.
a friend or just someone ive forgiven.
funny. i sense his intentions of closing e gaps between us.
wonder if its a good or bad thing.
i'd like one more person added to my close males friends' list.
he feels so unfamiliar. not what i remembered from my memory.
a better person. more understanding. caring. reasonable.
could he be faking this side of himself? i wldnt know.
he makes it seem like he's just being a friend, at e same time something more.
it confuses me badly.
im curious what is e ans. but it doesnt really matter.
bygones should be left bygones. past.
e most surprising thing is he shows tt i do matter to him
he remembers everything i told him, n everything tt happened in my life.
it's so complicating.
why cant males just remain as a 'close male friend'?
things were better then. when i could be myself.
n treated him like a galfriend. it was wonderful.
wonder what went wrong...
Don't Wanna Try
Don’t Wanna try, don’t wanna try( try)
Don’t wanna try no more( try no more)
Don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try no more (don’t wanna try no more)ooh
I cant believe you had the nerve to say the things you said
They hurt so bad that they ended our Relationship
I cant believe it four years gone down the drain
How I wished things woulda happened so differently
I tried to say this many times but still you couldn’t see
You kept insisting, and resisting that you would not phone again
[Chorus]
And now u trying to tell me that your sorry and your trying to come back home
Your telling me you really need me crying, begging, both knees are on the floor
But Baby I.…
Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try no more
You keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try cause all we do is fight
And say the things that hurt you bad to where we all begin to cry
Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try I ‘bout just had enough
Its been a rough road baby just let it go
Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try no more
Tell me what‘s the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love
You and I had many conversations on the telephone
Talks about one day we having a place of our own
Wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
But all of that just seems so Far away from me
Had to wake up, face reality
It all just seemed to good to be true
After all you put me through
(Chorus)
Don’t Wanna try, don’t wanna try( try)
Don’t wanna try no more( try no more)
Don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try (try) oh oh (oh oh )
Don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try (try), don’t wanna try no more (don’t wanna try no more)
Don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try no more (try no more)(try no more) oh oh
the lass reminisces at 8:08:00 PM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
Thanx for reminding..NOT!
SHRUGS. My termly exam commences this week.
I do not detest exams. i only feel fustrated when the contexts cant stay in my head.
I memorise something, den the very minute I go to e next, I forget everything completely.
Its so irritating. I get stressed easily.
And then I get really bad migraines. it hurts a lot.
Then I get paranoid.
I visualise myself failing this, den it drags down e grades of my yr end, n finally I get kicked outta sch.
it's really serious.
In fact, I love exam period. there's no sch.
And it delights me when I know e answers to e questions.
But e study period is what that annoys me.
Today I had Eng and Social studies.
Both papers werent too bad.
Eng was slightly difficult for me...some compre on e evolvement of humans.
hah. e early species of e human race were omnivores. yep. scary rite?
imagine me munching on your arm... -yukes-
Something new we learn everyday ;p
Social studies- always hated tt subject.
Usually I wouldnt even bother bout it. jus sleep through e paper.
but this time, I actually studied for it.
I didnt have enough time for e SBQ coz I spend too much time on e sources.
still, I skipped a 7 mark q to do a 13 mark one.
And still there wasnt enough time, I skipped another q..12marks.
19 marks gone just like tt. hopefully im able to secure at a pass.
pray for me.
tomorrow's Chem and Maths.
wonder if ill suurvive.
the lass reminisces at 2:20:00 AM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
Monday, July 28, 2003
Your Brain Usage Profile
Auditory : 44%
Visual : 55%
Left : 50%
Right : 50%
jannyfer, you exhibit an even balance between left- and right- hemisphere dominance and a slight preference for visual over auditory processing. With a score this balanced, it is likely that you would have slightly different results each time you complete this self-assessment quiz.
You are a well-rounded person, distinctly individualistic and artistic, an active and multidimensional learner. At the same time, you are logical and disciplined, can operate well within an organization, and are sensitive towards others without losing objectivity. You are organized and goal-directed. Although a "thinking" individual, you "take in" entire situations readily and can act on intuition.
You sometimes tend to vacillate in your learning styles. Learning might take you longer than someone of equal intellect, but you will tend to be more thorough and retain the material longer than those other individuals. You will alternate between logic and impulse. This vacillation will not normally be intentional or deliberate, so you may experience anxiety in situations where you are not certain which aspect of yourself will be called on.
With a slight preference for visual processing, you tend to be encompassing in your perceptions, process along multidimensional paths and be active in your attacking of situations or learning.
Overall, you should feel content with your life and yourself. You are, perhaps, a little too critical of yourself -- and of others -- while maintaining an "openness" which tempers that tendency. Indecisiveness is a problem and your creativity may not be in keeping with your potential. Being a pragmatist, you downplay this aspect of yourself and focus on the more immediate, obvious and the more functional
the lass reminisces at 11:57:00 PM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
expectations.in.a.guy.What's urs?
A conversation w/ a friend made me realise something.
we always set expectations for guys we will fall for. But have we actually ended up w/ em?
e probability is most likely 0 is to 10.
well, unless u have really simple expectations.
I have an affinity for guys who of course excel in almost everything.
Looks
1. Nice smelling hair
2. Tidy hair cut. cool cut/ spikey/armani
3. Dyed hair is fine. no stupid colours like pink or green. unless it looks gd.
4. Nice features
-boyish looks
-cute, charming smile
5. At least pleasant-looking. eye candy? EVEN BETTER.
Physique
1. Taller than me, its a must. about one head.
2. Abs. 6-pack. yummy.
3. Good tan.
4. Strong arms and legs.
5. Cute ass.
Character
1. Caring and conern
2. sweet
3. full of surprises
4. a lil bad boy in him
5. knows how to cheer up a gal
6. makes me cry sometimes
7. loves me for me
8. funny
9. interesting
10. silly at times
11. understanding
12. love my family and friends
13. loves animals
14. A true gentleman
Hygiene
1. Smells good. likes of Davidoff, Polo or Boss. (pls dont use half a bottle.)
2. Body spray. Gilette!
3. Good breath. refreshing and sweet. like peppermint ice-cream ;p
4. Showers at least twice a day.
5. Short n clean finger nails, toe nails as well.
6. Grooms regularly.
Standards
1. He has got to be smart. smarter than me and Knows his stuff well.
2. Able to debate w/ me on certain issues. a guy who has his own concept on thigns is sexy.
3. Knowledgable about most things. (its attractive to have brains)
4. Able to accept certain issues and possibilities of the way things are.
5. Able to to pay for my expenses. (it is a bonus to me ;p)
6. Has a vehicle.
7. Has a good sense of dressing.
8. Knows how to manage his money, time and other concerns.
9. is able to impress my friends and me
10. is popular among people
11. carries himself well.
Tts about all I can come up w/ for now.
It may sound very demanding.
But hey, think about it, doesnt every one have high expectations ?
Well, I dont think tt I expect a lot.
I settle for what I have. Cant help it can i?
such a perfect guy probably does not exist at all.
Almost all of e guys I've gone out w/ do not even satisfy half of my expectations.
So, Tell me, what do u expect in YOUR GUY? well, at least, ur DREAM guy.
the lass reminisces at 7:24:00 AM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.