Saturday, July 19, 2003
Yeah, you’re the wild, adventurous one.
Voted Most Likely To Have A Three-way by your sorority.
And why not? Life’s too short to take it one cock at a time, right?
As long as nobody gets hurt, ain’t nothin’ wrong with it, no how.
This does not, by any means, make you a slut.
In fact, if anyone ever calls you that, it’s only because they’re jealous.
Do You *Need* a Boyfriend?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz Divahaha. i always knew i had this in my blood all e time. ;p
Temptation is really....BAD
Needless to say. Friday was spent yet again...in our old-time 'favourite' Hendrix.
trust nicole to be home instead shaking her boms-boms, conquering e podium.
and me, there. dancing all night.
not eveyrone from our 'podium gals clique' were there.
Hendrix is seriously becoming a bore yet
i never understand y shaun n e rest r never sick of tt place.
maybe its e charm of kitty and her sex-xay bod. uhmm..who knows?
dun deny it guys. u enjoyed flirting w/ her, esp Shaunypoo.
Fiza, joanna, nicole, chris, gracie were not there.
not to mention our dearest joyce n karen who stopped clubbing w/ us for some time. -hint hint-
somehow, e podium felt cold, lonely and deserted even though e mapalait-bangla-lookalikes were dominating our territory.
thank god they didnt stink e place out w/ their mutton-smelling body scents. -shows disgusted face-
i really didnt enjoy myself much. eveyrthing was good i guess, except my mood to club maybe.
e week we celebrated fiza's birthday was a blast. really enjoyed myself tt day.
have to admit it was e best this whole yr.
it wasnt very packed. familiar faces of victoria, suko, gerard, pearl, BC family, gillian, nesh, mahen, angie n etc. were there.
Saw franchesca too. it was good. been a long time seen i saw tt gal.
hope u're doing fine now gal. sorry wasnt able to cheer u up e other day. tc ;p
no choice but to club this week again. im serious..its no excuse.
Gracie made me promise to club w/ her becoz' i wasnt supposed to club last week.
hopefully i manage to convince her to go cheekys or something. -crosses fingers-
Got myself pretty high w/ lotsa alcohol. hail to e vodka redbull ;p yumyum.
as usual, supper after tt. this time, we went to shah alam.
headed home after tt. talked to baby online for sometime. left me falling asleep at my comp. heh.
Proud of maself for packing my wardrobe on saturday, considering i had a bad hangover.
was suppose to meet up w/ ma gals to spend a meaningful day today..yet plans changed again.
we nv seem to keep to plans, always changing it e last min, or things cropping up. shitty.
anyways, everyone had their own plans. e guys were going to embassy.
angie n mahen to BBR. met travis ard noon ard siglap for coffee.
he looks good to me. but i dun feel comfortable w/ him anymore.
maybe becoz of past bad memories. maybe i have a boyfriend now. maybe we're nt talking tt much n close anymore.
its a pity our friendship became sour and turned out like tt.
i really cherished tt friendship. we do regard each other as best friends still.
but its awkward to pretend nothing happened and get off to where we left.
maybe someday things will be what it used to be, hopefully.
headed over to angie's area when travis had to go.
she was donig faisal's hair for him. no idea how she managed to put up w/ his mouth-full-of-cock.
i wld have died if i was her. well, it all turned out ok. she was still very alive ;p
nicole didnt feel like going town last min, n plans had to be cancelled.
eveyrone already had plans of their own n cldnt accompany me. poor me.
a couple of em asked me to go clubbing but i really wasnt in e mood.
in e end, i still had to rely on baby. knew he would be there for me.
he actually gave up his clubbing night to accompany me. awww...so sweet.
felt really extremely bad coz shaun had booked e tix in advance n baby had already paid for it.
25 bucks down e drain for nothing. all because of ME.
i knew he wanted to club though he didnt say it. n he insisted on being w me.
felt tt was really sweet and charming ;p
the lass reminisces at 1:17:00 PM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
Friday, July 18, 2003
50 Romantic things to do 4 your Boy/Girl Friend
1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're?together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want.?Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her,?and kiss ? her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head?in my ? lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in? a ? mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call? and say I love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.
38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking? about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."
the lass reminisces at 2:21:00 PM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
Thursday, July 17, 2003
do i really such such poor social skills? such obssession? and high independence? uh-huh. doubt it.
the lass reminisces at 6:38:00 AM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
Wednesday, July 16, 2003
Your Heart is Orange
What Color is Your Heart?
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the lass reminisces at 6:15:00 PM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're
really cheesy! Have fun with the entire
football team.
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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oh really? do u guys think im a slut too? heh. beg to differ ;p
the lass reminisces at 6:10:00 PM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
At e end of e day- Baby's still here for me
Monday.
it was tedious trying to drag myself outta bed.
slept in sch half e time. missed lessons.
its a wonder tt im takin my Os in a few months.
Remembered there was an appointment w/ Toni n Guys.
Plan was to rush home after sch, get ready.
Meet baby, then head down.
Dilemma. There was CL oral tt afternn.
cursed. took out my tongue for fear of deduction of marks if stud was noticed.
bad bad idea.
oral was fucked up. hard like hell.
shlda gave oral a miss instead of Toni n guys.
its was total bullshit. a topic on TREES.
yup. T.R.E.E.S bleah. how dumb can a q get?
its a O level q mind u.
k. n by e time it was my turn...an hour n 1/2 already had passed.
n mind u, e invilgilator was 30 mins late. n he still wanted to go toilet aft tt!
urgh. these ppl ought to know their time. we students' time r precious too!
rushed over to kallang mac to meet baby once everything was over.
n by then i was already late was toni n guys.
tried putting back my stud..once...twice...three times
fuck! it jus wldnt get in. called up e tattoo palour.
rushed down by cab. e piercing alreayd closed up.
paid 20 bucks to repierce. fuck!
in e end, i fail my exam, stood up e hairdressers' n wasted 20 bucks.
totalled fooked up isnt it? its all fated -_- *grumbles*
Lotsa things happened this wk. concerning those dear to me.
Shoutout to baby:
A relationship only concerns e party whose physically, emotionally and spiritually involved.
Whatever others say does not matter becoz they r afterall, STRANGERS.
Being concern is one thing, getting involved is another.
They should know their own limits.
They may have indirectly told u to b prepared for e worst,
but putting ur mind set on e most possible outcome of a breakup is not what i consider an ideal advice a good friend shld give.
u people are nt helping Justin at all by telling him such negative things, making him have insecure thoughts about our relationship.However, i see no reason to get upset over this matteras it has only been a short while since u guys have known me.Thus, i understand why u guys lack confidence in me. e first thing tt crosses ur lil empty minds is a breakup between e both of us. It has come to my attention tt these few months of friendship does not weigh much, worthless. it's rather more of a disappointment. maybe its becoz of what happened between me n kamal. but seriously, i see no connection. im in a diff situation...kamal was a mistake. it's a totally diff senerio altogether. dont get confused. i think i deserve e benefit of e doubt. u people were ard when problems surfaced between justin n i. u guys did witness us overcoming e problems time n again.having gone thru' so much together, im nt willing to let it all go now. 5 months may mean nothing to u, but i see it as something w/ significant great importantance. i have come so farand i doubt im ready tolose everything jus like tt. i hope i have made myself clear.so please stop having such negative impressions of me. i know i will never get to play e role model of a good gf, but im trying to make amends. im human too, i do make mistakes. give me some time, surely u dont expect me to change 360 degrees overnight, do ya? give me some credit too. ur encouragement n support means a lot to me. not trustin me will only make me lose my steam even faster.i do throw my tantrums quite often but tts i believe up to justin to decide whether he's able to take it or not. Nonetheless, i treasure our friendship.
Shoutout to Nicole darlin:
Not all stories have a happy ending. im upset for u urs did nt turn out e way as expected. u two looked so good together, honestly. i know its unbearable tt this has to end but u'll have to accept it one fine day. All good things come to an end- so true. thinking back, ive lost many dear to me. we all have to learn to let go sooner or later. Partin is never easy, e period after e seperation and trying to forget is always tough, but u'll pull thru it.
Whatever happens, happens for a reason. im a free thinker but i belive God has made plans for each n everyone of us. We never know what e future holds, only God does. who knows, maybe two fo u might end up together afterall, prob even have e most fruitful relationship both of u ever experienced. then again, all this might be only a wish. e most effective way to lessen pain is to stop hopingtoo much. hoping only increases e disappointment when u do nt succeed. However, looking forwardand achieving helps.i dont believe fate is within our control. its wise to let nature take its own course. i can somewhat relate to how u r feeling now. all e diff feelnigs bagged up inside u. e fustration, disappointment, feeling lost, loneliness and anguish all rolled into one. Fustrated tt everything is gone, just like tt, vanished suddenly. its a great disappointment things did nt turn out as expected. His presence surroundedround u all this time but now he is here no more. Lovely memories of u two are back to haunt u. ur mind is in a blank n all u do is cry urself to sleep. its hard. no one ever said it was easy. anger fills u for e fact tt he left u left u hanging loose for so long , and now he decides to untie e knot. Reasons, there are plenty so r excuses. i have to agree w/ him, u must get on w/ ur life. So what if ure in pain and hurt? so what if u cry ur eyes out? does he care? does he even know? No, he doesnt. clinging onto somethign tts no more will only deepen ur wound further. u have a perfect example before u---me. take it from here. u heard about my stories b4. stories tt tell of a stupid, obsessed, naive, blind Jannyfer. yes, i admit i WAS like tt in e past, but not ANYMORE. letting go was almost impossible, i was afraid to face e pain n truth. but look, i survived it n here i am today ina new relationship which i am proud of.i learnt to overcome e fear of losing someone. Pros and cons-its all unclear when one has fallen out of love. learn to let go- it will ease ur pain. u'll find e strength to let go. i hope evrything will be fine soon. whatever happens, ill always support u. here if u need someone to tallk to. luv ya darling. -hugs- ;p
the lass reminisces at 8:45:00 AM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
Sunday, July 13, 2003
You represent... playfulness.
Playfulness can often be mistaken for sluttiness or
flirtiness... Flirting is something you enjoy
doing, but you're mostly just about having fun.
You're into partying, and it's seems that
people enjoy your company as much as you enjoy
their's.
What feeling do you represent?
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this is so very true. i love flirting...but most of e time its becoz of fun not lust. i dont usually flirt if im interested in e guy..coz tt takes a lot of courage.
the lass reminisces at 1:09:00 AM [comment]
she is falling low.find her escape.
