Friday, April 11, 2003

the lass reminisces at 2:12:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.

the lass reminisces at 2:03:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.

A wealthy man decided to go on a safari in Africa.

He took his faithful pet dachshund along for company. One day, the
dachshund startschasing butterflies and before long the dachshund
discovers that he is lost.

So, wandering about, he notices a leopard heading rapidly in his
direction with the obvious intention of having lunch. The dachshund
thinks, "OK, I'm in deep trouble now! Then he noticed some bones on
the ground close by,and immediately settles down to chew on the bones
with his back to the approaching cat.

Just as the leopard is about to leap, the dachshund exclaims loudly,
"Boy, that was one delicious leopard. I wonder if there are any more
around here?"

Hearing this, the leopard halts his attack in mid-stride, as a look of
terror comes over him, and slinks away into the trees.
"Whew," says the leopard. "That was close. That dachshund nearly had me."

Meanwhile, a monkey who had been watching the whole scene from a nearby
tree figures he can put this knowledge to good use and trade it for
protection from the leopard. So, off he goes. But the dachshund saw him
heading after the leopard with great speed, and figured that something
must be up.

The monkey soon catches up with the leopard, spills the beans and strikes
a deal for himself with the leopard.

The leopard is furious at being made a fool of and says, "Here monkey, hop
on my back and see what's going to happen to that conniving canine." Now
the dachshund sees the leopard coming with the monkey on his back, and
thinks, "What am I going to do now?"

But instead of running, the dog sits down with his back to his attackers,
pretending he hasn't seen them yet... and just when they get close enough
to hear the dachshund says......................

"Where's that damn monkey? I sent him off half an hour ago to bring me
another leopard."

SOMETIMES IF YOU CANT DAZZLE THEM WITH BRILLIANCE THEN BAFFLE THEM WITH
BULLSHIT!!





the lass reminisces at 1:53:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.

Tracy from Hairspray. A wild, fanatic teen who
dreams of dancing on the Corny Collins Show.
She proves that just because you don't
"look right" doesn't mean you can't
be a star.


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the lass reminisces at 1:06:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.

ur an ordinary unpure person


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the lass reminisces at 12:40:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.

G E T T I N T O K N O W Y O U: *meooow*




[Spell your first name backwards]: refynnaj
[The story behind your user name]: its still Jannyfer -gags-
[How old?]: 16+ bleahz my bd falls on dec -pouts-
[Where do you live?]: singapore. east.
[4 words that sum you up]: full-of-nonsense.sacarstic.easy-going.talkative.



DESCRIBE YOUR:




[Wallet]: pink color- espirit. eyeing the GUESS? one currently.
[Hairbrush]: does it matter even?
[Jewellry worn daily]: 1 pair of black stud earrings. navel stud. diamond heart-shaped choker. sliver customised ring.
[Pillow cover]: red n green stripes.
[Coffee cup]: umm..which one? blue.black.brown.
[Shoes]: too many to mum. not a lot to me. heels-nine west,URS,charles and keith.sandals.slippers.sport shoes-NIKE!reebok.adidas.
[Cologne/Perfume]: Lolita Lempika.Pleasure-estee lauder.mirage-giorgio.the spirit of moonflower-bodyshop.mystique.manifesto.
[ Song ]: miss you-aaliyah.
[Piercing]: 1 navel. 6-ears (my other 10 closed tho =(
[What you are wearing now]: an over-sized tee and undies. -raises an eyebrow-
[Hair]: dark brown w/ a lil gold. below my collar bone.
[In my head]: a total blank. maybe what materials im get do n where im going.
[Wishing]: sars and war to fuck off. getting over n done w my Os asap.
[After this]: a cold shower!
[Talking to]: tim.nicole.jillian.
[Eating]: nothing.
[Fetishes]: orange color. visers. massage. kisses on da back.
[Some of your favorite movies]: ammagedon.chicago.moulin rouge.rush hour.unfaithful.
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: Os. my one-month anni.
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: forced to do gross stuff -cleaning up poo.eating worms.cockroaches.





RANDOMLY:




[Do you like candles]: extremely.
[Do you like incense]: of course.
[Do you believe in love]: yea..sometimes.
[Do you believe in soul mates]: happens only in fairy tales.
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: no. lame pick-up line.
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: needless to ask. ive been too forgiving and hurting myself nonetheless.
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: a pony.tiger cub.donkey.
[What are 3 ctries you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: paris.london.england.
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: myself.life.what I live for.philosophies.
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: long time buddies-elaine,lynn,richard,melvin. god ma.daddy.



IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...




01. Cried: a lil teary due to yawning.
02. Bought something: lotsa stuff. 2 books.jacket.food.ciggs.bottles of water.
03. Gotten sick: I have a sight cold every morning.
04. Sang: lotsa songs.superman.cleaning out my closet.dr dre.
05. Been kissed: yea. by 3 people.
06. Felt stupid: all the time esp. around other silly ppl.
07. Met someone new: erm no. unless u include strangers and the food vendors?
08. Talked to someone you have a crush on: no.
09. Had a serious talk: yeah.
10. Missed someone: is tt ever not possible? bad habit of mine.
11. Hugged someone: yuppies. teddy hug.
12. Fought with your parents: no way.




S O C I A L L I F E.....




01. Best girl friend: angie i think. but i have doubts.
02. Best guy friend: darryl.tim.kirk.
03. Boy/Girlfriend?: -rolls eyes- look at that lolly boy over there.
04. If no, current dating partner: *does a stupid face-_- *
05. Hobbies: cute guys.music.shopping.binging.chillin.bitching.
06. Pager/Cell: mum's 8250. the bitch stole my v.66
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: center of attention
08. What type automobile do you drive: ask me again in 2yrs.
09. What type automobile do you wish you can drive: BMW sports car.lexus convertible.jeep.
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends.so we can talk bout my crush.
12. Do you attend church: nah.only when friends invite me.





W H O.....




01. Have you known the longest: daniel lim.lynn.sean.
02. Have the coolest parents: Nicole's. Hell...they converse w/ vulgarities. Mine...mum's way open-minded.
03. Has the coolest siblings: me.my bro offers me ciggs n drives me ard. sophia. justin.
04. Is the most blunt: pigeon melissa. suko.





P E R S O N A L....




01. Who is your role model: daddy. I follow his principles.
02. What are some of your pet peeves: hypocrites.backstabbers.sluts.bitches.bastards.liars.sailors.bengs.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: u bet.
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: like..yea? i get emotional at times too.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: my peepz say so. but my preference ranges varies widely.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): duh~ I cant tell my frenz everything can i?
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: the thot is tempting. but i'd rather they realise their own mistakes and learn it the hard way.
08. Rather be dumper or dumped: dumper.now this is a dumb question.
09 Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship.but hookups are just as exciting too.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: yea.dad? scandals..haha (justin's gonna kill me!)
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yea. emotions tend to step in.
12. Do you want to get married: well not yet. maybe in future...if i meet a rich hottie! =p
13. Do you want kids: duh... a boy n a gal. or 2 gals. maybe even 2 gals n 2 boys. but i'm likely to adopt.
14. Do you believe in psychics?: depends tho.
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time:haha 'coz not.thinking will definitely change in the long run.
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: hands.eyebrows? eyes.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: being able to express myself.
18. Are you happy with you: sorta. but there's stilll lots to change.
19. Are you happy with your life: kinda. wished dad was here thou'
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: become as close to mum like before. quit smoking,drinking n clubbing.take things seriously.learn my mistakes.be wiser.stop thinking too much.be sure of myself.
21. What are your life goals?: complete Os w impressive grades.get dip.become a DJ.learn to accept others' weak points.adopt orphans.set up a foundation for cancer victims.retire n live in comfort w my children n my other half in paris or near the ocean.




the lass reminisces at 12:26:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.

Tuesday, April 08, 2003

I was looking thru' some files in my comp and managed to come across this old pic I took of my pooch. ;p
This isnt her baby pic...forgot to take it -sticks out tongue-





the lass reminisces at 10:06:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.

Ok...get in touch w/ ya own honesty. Isnt this lovely? The colour is simply sweet...girly and classy. Matches my butterfly earrings too ;p







Such elegance and beauty. A combination of class and status. From GUESS? this watch design is simply enticing. Its totally irresistable. Gotta have it no matter what. Its within my bubget anyway..not more than 100 bucks. -Bites lower lip sensually-
Cant wait to have on my wrist.







This is extremely adorable. Kinda reminds me of peeping toms thou' -gags-







*scream* I have this thing for sheeps..esp cute ones like these. And the baby is sooooooo -out of breath-

the lass reminisces at 9:57:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.

Sunday, April 06, 2003

Sigh. Paranoia is stepping in. Constantly checking up on my blog. This was my illness back 2 years ago. Now its creeping back into my life slowly. This scares me. Maybe im thinking too much...but cant help it. I need some help. Im feeling fear for the first time again since I lost Daddy to cancer. I feel locked up...alone in darkness. Light forbidden. Tears dwell up. I shiver and hear whispers. I feel overwhelming intensity of loneliness building up in the quiet and solitary atmosphere. The walls starts to cave in as slowly im sinking into the ground..with no root to support me and I drown...

pass me a life bouy



the lass reminisces at 10:00:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.

What Pattern Are You?

Not quite exactly me. But...WHO CARES?



the lass reminisces at 8:04:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.

This is so sweet. Always wished my poochie gave birth to so many puppies. But I dont want her giving birth to some ugly fat stray dog's children. She's gonna marry an expat! hehe.

I havent been blogging for too long. Well tts prob becoz' the only time I blog is concerning Justin. Lately, eveyrthing's been cool and so I havent been blogging much. Things have all been settled..thou' I didnt really give a damn about it anyway.

Some really unexpected things have happened. And its really affecting me..well not physically...but emotionally. Yes...its scaring me. Fear is back to terrorise me. What happens to others somehow reflects on my own life. I tend to think a lot about life...and it ruins it too. My friends say I think too much...yes maybe I do..but I cant help it. You never know when such things can happen..when you least expected it. For e.g. we never thot Singapore would ever be get so badly affected..but now war is here...and so is SARS.. greatly worrying.

A close friend of mine just broke up w her guy. It really took me by surprise. Well...they've had numerous fights before but I never expected this time to be so serious. I just saw them the day before...and before I knew it..she called me up and said they broke up. I mean...everything was going so well. Kinda reminds me of Daddy..sigh. He was really sick.. but before I left for school he was still fine and smiling. But before I even ended sch...my aunt came to pick me up from school..and I was informed Daddy had passed away. I thot it was a joke. It was so shocking at tt moment I felt like I was in space..like time stopped. The next thing I knew...tears were forming and rolled down my cheeks continuously. I couldnt stop them. But I really regretted not kissing him..and saying goodbye. Till now...I wonder if its hatred or love tt I have for Daddy. He didnt wait for me to come back...

Yay!! One more week of hols...becoz of SARS. Wonder if this is for the better or worse. Been losing my cool...my focus. Hope my efforts dont go to waste. Gotta stay home next wk to help mom pack the house...and yes of course..complete my assignments. -sticks out tongue-

ps: Tanning sucked today. There was no sun!! well thanx to my bro who woke up at 2...i missed the 1pm sun!! oh ya...breakout...skin peeling all over. yucks. feel like a snake now..eeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~ -Missing muah baby lots-

Hopefully, they find a solution to stop the disease from spreading and keep it under control. And hope war will stop soon.
Peace out. Luv ya'll.


Running by No Doubt


Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I've fallen
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Chorus1
Running, running
As fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated


Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

Chorus 2:
Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated


Running
As fast as we can
I really hope we’ll make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

Repeat Chorus 2 twice


the lass reminisces at 6:21:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.

the lass reminisces at 6:06:00 AM [comment]

she is falling low.find her escape.